
Sleep was difficult last night. Following the French governments’ ban on all non-essential shops opening from today, the fear has finally kicked in.
For the first time since this outbreak began I’m now scared. Not because I’m worried about contracting the virus, but because the contagion of fear that’s sweeping the globe could well leave me stranded in a foreign country.
Instead of relaxing last night I brought my flight home forward by three days.
After the broken nights sleep I packed up and made my way by train to Nice. It was quiet, my section of the carriage was at most 20% occupied. No one is travelling anymore.
Unable to check in to my hostel until 3pm, I stored my bags in the locker room and went for a walk around town and to search for some food.
The only shops that were open were the bakeries. Everything else was shuttered, lights off, doors locked. So lunch and dinner was a tuna baguette. No fine dining today.
The promenade and beach were full of locals and tourists. With no shops, cafes, restaurants or museums open, all anyone could do was either sit on the beach or go for a walk.
Nice, like the rest of France, has become a ghost town but with all the people still here. Honestly it’s one of the most bizarre situations I’ve ever been in.
Despite the amazing views and weather, I found it difficult to fully relax. For the first time I was consiously ensuring I stayed as far away from other people as possible and where that wasn’t an option, I irrationally began to hold my breath as I passed others by.
Why I’ve started behaving like this I dont know. I’m not scared of the virus, but the pandemic of fear has infected me all the same. I’m paranoid that any moment now the airports or borders will be shut down. This is no way to live.
Sorry I’ve had to write such a miserable blog but there was no joy today despite the smiling selfies. When this all blows over I need to come back to Nice, to experience it how it should be experienced. With excitement and a sense of adventure.
For now though I’m just counting down the hours until I’m back on British soil, back home.
This isn’t how I wanted to end my trip, but life doesn’t always go to plan. I still have my health though and two weeks of wonderful memories and for that I’m eternally thankful.








